Devastating November

Who says junk food, chocolates or sweet stuff can make your day feel better?

Retail therapy doesn't seem to work for me. Guess it is meant for female specimen only =(

I'm all but devastated now.

Eating those freaking books make me skipping meals, but I still gain weight. Damn... eating books can be more fattening than food.

I dunno how much did I progressed already. Sometimes I felt like I progressed too slowly, but in the other end I felt like I've pushed myself to the limits. Anyway I will end my STPM course with regrets. I'm just an average guy that doesn't seem able to balance between my extra-curricular activities & studies.

Letting go doesn't sound as easy as being said. We hardly speak, at most its just saying Hi to each other, IF we could even meet. Tears started rolling down my cheek. I don't know whether its the fucking exam or Her. Got rejected silently is utterly heartbreaking. Walked in the rain today. Feels refreshing although it may look stupid.

Haven't speak to both my parents for a week already.

I don't know what I'm writing. 10th December you better come now. FML.

I'm like on the edge of my life, so do I look like i care about any hiatus I sworn before this?